trickling effect

    to be objectified repeatedly 

when your heart burns of a thousand candles 

it's burned for the wrong people

for no one to know how to clear away the pain not even yourself, defeating

Why do I want to hurt myself when someone comes for my power? my light and beauty? their selfish, self motivated intentions -- the lies, lies, lies.

indulging fully for yourself.

learning how to stand for myself more than someone else, where I begin?

when does it end?Ddd/