flowing

 the gray days

my depression

my mania

the rain

being away from you

loving hard

crying more

not understanding fully

wondering if you're thinking of me

fully embracing

singing with a purpose

pent up anger

painful days spent alone 

praying for protection

isolating

feeling unseen and seen

you will never care

disbelief

stressing myself

happy to be here

sad at the same time

always wanting more

brain fog

dreaming my reality

hazy

remembering

trying to forget

I love myself

I love you